| I love my boyfriend.
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Frm: Halen`s Cell 5:40P Sun Dec 18
Hey baby, I`m sittin in the car thinkin how lucky I am to have you, how much you mean to me. I feel real bad, I don`t want to eat. I guess I have two start buyin energy drinks or pills again just to stay awake, but anyways. I`m listening to our song (Beautiful As You) & I just wanna cry but I`m holdin it in. I feel really bad, baby. I`m sorry I can`t be the boyfriend you want me to be. I`m giving you all I can give but I`m sorry and I love you so much. You`re everything to me & I would do anything for you, baby. I would even take a bullet for you, I would give my own life for you and you only, no one else.
My response: No baby, you`re MORE than I could ever ask for. You`re perfect & more than I`ve always wanted. I love you, baby. I don`t want to loose you.
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Yeah, I love him.
We`ve done things I`ve never done with anyone else. We actually have songs we dedicate to eachother, and only soooo many! We both sing to eachother, in person & on phone. Shit, I remember when I first sang to him. I was sooo freakin nervous. I looked straight into his eyes & he looked in mine, then I just started singin the chorus of Alicia Keys, "If I ain`t got you". (It was cute) Then afterwards, Tam & Seann were like, "Man, I wish I had a girl who could sing" lol, and shit, I know I can sing! Haha, anyways back to my list; We have the same ringtone for eachother. We wake eachother up for school. We pick eachothers noses. :] We talk about having having a two story house together. We imagin us arguing about who`s going to clean which floor, when we have 3 children to do it for us. We talk about having two toilets in our future master bedroom`s bathroom so him & I could poop together & hold hands. [LOL, only us baby, only us.] We`ve even walked outside together, alone, at night. & when him & I are together, everything`s soo passionate & romantic. Even if he ruins the moment & farts. <3 I love him, and without him, things would never be the same. Imagining my life without him, my life would be sooo confusing & worthless. I don`t think I could ever live without him, I love him too much to let something sooo MAGNIFICENT get away.
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I love you, baby! <3

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