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Sunday, April 09, 2006



The past months have been one hell of an experience, but all my experiences led to the one most important thing in my whole life.. Halen. He made me believe in love again, he made me believe in myself again, & he made me believe in the impossible that was possible in this world, I love this boy. & now were one.

& this is where we`re at.
www.xanga.com/phat_love


Monday, December 26, 2005

Perfect Christmas w/ my baby & family.


 

More Pictures; http://www.xanga.com/PHAT_Love

HALEN`S PROPERTY
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

The only thing that I didn`t enjoy, was for the fact I wasn`t w/ my baby. ;[
http://www.xanga.com/PHAT_Love   [Our official Xanga]

HALEN`S PROPERTY
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

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TWO          MONTHS! 
 
     
                                                         I love you, baby.   est. 10.20.05-03.46A 



HALEN`S PROPERTY
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Monday, December 19, 2005

I love my boyfriend.

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Frm:
Halen`s Cell
5:40P   Sun   Dec 18


Hey baby, I`m sittin in the car thinkin how lucky I am to have you, how much you mean to me. I feel real bad, I don`t want to eat. I guess I have two start buyin energy drinks  or pills again just to stay awake, but anyways. I`m listening to our song (Beautiful As You) & I just wanna cry but I`m holdin it in. I feel really bad, baby. I`m sorry I can`t be the boyfriend you want me to be. I`m giving you all I can give but I`m sorry and I love you so much. You`re everything to me & I would do anything for you, baby. I would even take a bullet for you, I would give my own life for you and you only, no one else.


My response:
No baby, you`re MORE than I could ever ask for. You`re perfect & more than I`ve always wanted. I love you, baby. I don`t want to loose you.

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Yeah, I love him. 

We`ve done things I`ve never done with anyone else. We actually have songs we dedicate to eachother, and only soooo many! We both sing to eachother, in person & on phone. Shit, I remember when I first sang to him. I was sooo freakin nervous. I looked straight into his eyes & he looked in mine, then I just started singin the chorus of Alicia Keys, "If I ain`t got you". (It was cute) Then afterwards, Tam & Seann were like, "Man, I wish I had a girl who could sing" lol, and shit, I know I can sing! Haha, anyways back to my list; We have the same ringtone for eachother. We wake eachother up for school. We pick eachothers noses. :] We talk about having having a two story house together. We imagin us arguing about who`s going to clean which floor, when we have 3 children to do it for us. We talk about having two toilets in our future master bedroom`s bathroom so him & I could poop together & hold hands. [LOL, only us baby, only us.] We`ve even walked outside together, alone, at night. & when him & I are together, everything`s soo passionate & romantic. Even if he ruins the moment & farts. <3 I love him, and without him, things would never be the same. Imagining my life without him, my life would be sooo confusing & worthless. I don`t think I could ever live without him, I love him too much to let something sooo MAGNIFICENT get away.

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I love you, baby! <3

 
    

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